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Well I’m sorry. I forgot I put tags on there. But stop over reacting to everything! Because yes I said that I had the best night of my life in years but that does not mean that I didn’t have a great time with you! Just move on and get on with your life and be happy like you deserve, instead of over reacting to the things I say about my life, that have nothing to do with you! Seriously!
I never bloody said best night of my life in years!! I never even said the word ‘years’! I said best night in a long long time! Read the text properly and yes you are being ridiculous. Stop taking the things I say to mean that they are about you!
I never mentioned years, only part I mentioned years on was seeing my friend who I haven’t seen in ages. We were only together for 10 months. I only complimented you on being happy!
I only said that I haven’t had a good night in a long time, a long time doesn’t necessarily encompass the time we spent together which was 8 months ago! 8 months is a long time!
It’s nice to hear you sounding happy again :)
Last night was seriously amazing. I haven’t had a night like that for a long time. I got to see three of my best friends, one of which I see extremely rarely and has been my best friend for years and years! Seeing Natalie honestly made my night! Then getting the biggest hug from my craziest friend put a big smile on my face. And of course being looked after and cared for by my newest (but also oldest :p) best friend made me feel loved. I haven’t felt loved in a very very long time. I guess I’m starting to finally realise I do have people that love me, even if I don’t love myself. Just so happy right now I feel like I could cry.
Time for bed I think, after a total of 3 hours sleep in two nights! Night y’all
Well last night I went out with £30 and came back with £30 but still somehow managed to rather drunk! Gotta love other people buying you drinks! Had an absolutely amazing night! Best night in a long long time.
Cannot believe I actually have a blister on my thumb from playing too much Mortal Kombat and getting farrrrr too into it lol
I fucking hate it when my OCD takes control of my anger!